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Well, remember yesterday when I said that the sweet aroma of grease fills your nose, lets just say the mexican fiesta in my mouth was a guilty pleasure I longed to have. I broke down and had 2 soft tacos and a nachos bell grande. I was so hungry and I needed something fast, so I was a douche and ate it. I feel a little guilty, but to belima guilt. Trust me I HATE PUKING! But I am going to work extra hard tommorrow at my class. I also have to start walking and drinking more water!!! I need to beat the hell out of my cravings.. they are only cravings and they will go away. I have to say I havent had the usual from McDonalds and I have cut my Starbucks down to a tall greentea lightly sweetened. I really want this. I really want to be fit. Have you ever desired something sooo much that all you do is think about it, dream about, brag about it? That is what I do everyday. I want EVERYONE to know that I am changing. I am mostly proud of myself for sticking to my guns! Katie Ray said she will help me make better choices!! I need a king Calorie counter book! Thats next on my list to buy along with a hair cut. I am a hair stylist, but I dont cut my own hair.. go figure eh!